I've never been so touched spiritually in my entire life...this was poetic and couldn't be even more true! My sister's are 2 of the women described below. This shows how common these women are. It truly is something that weighs heavy on your heart and I don't have any idea how this feels and I'm scared cause I've seen the pain it causes... Shayla, you are so so ever so perfectly fit to be a mommy, you are ready by all means and you are by far the best aunt I've ever seen! I p ... lea the blood of Jesus over you and the holy spirit dwell inside of you and our father guide you and protect you! And I really never seen the full picture, I never looked through your eyes until (almost) everything it said related to you...I've never been that much help...actually I am the complete opposite and I so apologize and I only blame myself and I'm gonna make it up to you I swear! I don't care how long it takes me. You need someone to rely on instead of us always relying on you, and no questions asked, you are always there, no matter what, even if it's 500 dollars, or just some advice with a hug added at the end, but just this once I know you want and need someone there for you and I desperately want to be that person so bad and it so so sucks the stupid position I have put myself in that I can't be the person you need but I'll do my best to come close! I love you sissy so much, with all my heart and Falicity, I know people judge and criticise because I've had to tell people to shove it where the sun don't shine myself because those babies are very big blessings, not just to you but all of us and never regret being who you are cause in their eyes, you are everything and that is all that matters! You definitely earned the title as mommy cause I can't do it for even an hour without wishing you were there to help me, I want nothing more than to be half the mother you are but I'm scared that I'll never come close cause you are just simply that amazing...and I feel the least I can do is be a friend to you, a good aunt, and a good sister and help you out cause you do this all day everyday and so what if you want some alone time to just be you for a second and breathe. I give you crap for you showing up an hour later than promised and I really shouldn't, because I love those babies and want to spend more time with them and I miss them like crazy constantly and I feel like I miss out on so much....y'all are the best people I know and y'all each deserve a thousand worlds. God is your father and you're so connected to him spiritually, through his will, everything will be okay. And I know y'all will live amazing lives, it's predictable because y'all are amazing people, you get back what you give out, you pay forward and invest in hope and faith. No one deserves it more than yall. I love you guys so much and owe y'all my life! purple lavender outfits for flower girl